Feeling Slightly Blue

Feeling slightly blue
Current mood: discontent

My parents are out of town, and I've got the whole house to myself. They even took the yappy dogs. You'd think I'd be more chipper than this, but I'm just not. Sal is here, but he's more of a pain in the ass than anything else. Stupid fuzzy cat that sheds all over everything!
My honey's in Egypt for the next couple weeks, and I miss him horribly. Especially right now, when I'm considering going to bed...alone and in an empty house. By myself. All alone, with just a mangey cat for annoyance. I called him earlier, but he's apparently asleep still. For the love of Allah, it's at least 9AM there, and its not like he needs beauty sleep or anything.

I don't like the jobs I'm working. I'm discontent with them. At one job I work with some guys who aren't so fun, and don't like working with a girl. Its at Mohamad's business, and I'm working there as a favor, so I'll stick to it 'cause I love him and would do just about anything for him. But it doesn't make it any easier. The other is my dad's office, and its basically just me and Judy and Dominica - meaning me in my office in the back, Judy at the front desk and Dominica giving massages in her room. I'm pretty secluded back there, and am bit lonely today. I spend most of the day alone. Bummer, huh? I know, I know, poor me.

Also, I'm trying to learn Arabic, but need a tutor. You can't pick up an accent or proper pronunciation from a book, no matter how hard you study, especially when things are spelled phonetically, and spelled differently in each book or website I go to. Kinda frustrating. I'm frustrated with my rate of learning. If you know of anyone who speaks Arabic and is willing to tutor, please email me about it, I need help!

I just don't want to go to bed alone. I mean, in an empty house. I don't like relying on TV for companionship, and I have been the past couple evenings. Kind of sucks. I don't need/want to meet any new guys, as I've found the one and only... he's just not here at the moment. All my girls live pretty far away, it seems. Or, I haven't seen any of them in a couple days. Meh.

Just feeling sorry for myself at the moment. Don't worry, I'll go sleep it off and cause some trouble tomorrow. :)