Writin' it out

Yeah. So, I kind of had a kind of shitty week. Drama at the gyro stand (as usual!!!), Mom and Dad were out of town with the dogs, so I was alone with the house to myself. I had no schedule, really, and I do better with some structure to my days. Late nights, Becca (my little sis) was pretty verbose about her new boyfriend, and I haven't been able to talk to Mohamad in almost 2 weeks now... and drama at the office too. It just wasn't a good week, ya know?
But, its all good. Its Sunday night, I've got a glass of chocolate milk and a couple diet cookies, I'm starting to feel my medication kick in and make me stoned-feeling, and tomorrow is the beginning of a new week, so its all good.

As it turns out, the drama at the gyro stand isn't my concern. At the office either. I just stress that I can't do anything about it when I know I could if it were my place to do so, but it's not, in either case. The guys are content and tolerant with the situation at the gyro stand, and they only have to put up with it for a matter of weeks now... until Sept 13th at the latest. Issues at the office suck, but whatever, its really not my place to interfere or play referee, so fuck them with their problems. Why do they have to rope me into crap?

No one has been able to catch Mohamad for over a week, so he isn't really ignoring ME, like I thought, he's ignoring EVERYONE, or he's out of cell range or something. Who the fuck knows? But he isn't ignoring just me, so I feel better. Mmmm, chocolate milk.

Becca has been tearing my ear off about Omeed, talking off and on with him all day and night while I haven't been able to chat with Mohamad, and that's kind of a big downer, but its all good. Mohamad will come home soon, Sept 13th at the latest, so that's okay. I can deal with that. Its a matter of days, really. She won't get to see Omeed for over a month, and that sucks. I can deal though. If I can wait 8 weeks, I can wait another couple.

Exhaustion doesn't make things any easier either. I get low when I'm tired, and I've been burning the candle at both ends for the past couple days. But, tomorrow is a new week. Opportunities await. Patience is key, and I'm following my heart. Good attitude for tomorrow, eh? :) Oh, and we went to a kick ass show after Zaina and Hempfest last night. I'll write about that tomorrow.

Much love to my peeps. Especially one in Canadia. :)